I haven't updated in fifteen million years, and I just like the sound of that.
I am happy with my results, really I am, or maybe I just want to be happy, but now I CAN be happy. I am tired of discontentment, and being unhappy when you said you wouldn't be if you got what you did.
So. Aside from the heinous reason for going back to RJ, I had a great time going back to RJ. Everyone was acting slightly tipsy; with the excitement of seeing everybody in the new campus, and the sprightly groups of J1s who cheered "Good luck!' every time they saw us milling with tense expressions, and Yi San who squeaked with fear every five seconds, and being both encouraging and nervous at the same time.
I am so proud of everybody. EVERYBODY you hear? I don't care if you got 4 As or none. You made it through.
And I'm suddenly re-excited about my future, because the NTU English modules sound very fun/useful, and who knows, I'll take a chance every time. I finished Anne of Green Gables again yesterday and bawled like a baby over the ending because I'm ridiculous, and I hope you will be optimistic always, no matter what happens.

"My future seemed to stretch out before me like a straight road. I thought I could see along it for many a milestone. Now there is a bend in it. I don't know what lies around the bend, but I'm going to believe that the best does. It has a fascination of its own, that bend... I wonder how the road beyond it goes - what there is of green glory and soft, checkered light and shadows - what new landscapes - what new beauties - what curves and hills and valleys farther on."
- L.M. Montgomery, Anne of Green Gables