Here's what Zach Braff has got to say about spoilers:

"We all know that writing SPOILERS, DO NOT READ is the equivalent of writing, PLEASE DON'T LOOK AT THE GLORIOUS YELLOW EAGLE NESTING IN MY HAIR. Ya just gotta look. So thank you."

Love that guy. Anyway, I'm at work, which I am about 70% of the time now. At the moment I feel scared and depressed because it is mid-February. I hate to indirectly remind people what that means, and I hate the fact that grades have to be so all-important, and I hate the fact that the US university application is as confusing and stressful as shit, and I hate the fact that this matters so much.
I met my CAP mentor, properly, for perhaps the first time outside of school, along with the other mentees. I wonder about the whole mentorship thing, and whether we do it for anything other than how it looks on our records. She is a different person out of school. She talks about A World Without Thieves, abnormal breast cancer and HMV. When she gets excited she laughs like a little girl. I think about this feeling, and diplomatic explanations, and hating diplomatic explanations.
It seems to me that every time there is a guitar gathering, it will wind up at my house, and there will be at least one person mysteriously MIA and uncontactable. I hope Jiahan's retainer did not end up in the vacuum cleaner. Hannah expressed her dislike of interviews and I was happy to understand. Yu-Hsin was unnaturally quiet other than flourishing the uncut version of 2046 and gearing for a Taiwan-China verbal battle with Xu Xu. And now it's confirmed, he's going home to Taiwan. I always take for granted that the sum of us will always be within range.
This American girl sat down next to me at the Newton bus-stop and starts talking to me out of nowhere. What's the only reason complete strangers talk to you? That's right - they're from the LDS church my own church warns is cultish (my word). Point is, she was really open and friendly - this allowed me to happily divert conversation after assuring (assuring!) her I am a Christian, and arguing mildly about the necessity of a '2nd Bible'. She is from Utah and insisted on offering me freebies - I'm sorry but which church offers freebies? Sometimes I get so so mad at religion, and the people who claim to understand, because you CAN'T. That's like saying you know what it's like to pick up the globe in your fingers.
Han's friends are great because they are funny as heck. I like listening to them argue. They say I am adventurous. It makes me think of that adage, "Every day, do something that scares you." I'm scared of so many things. I don't think I'm adventurous. I don't even like rollercoasters.
It's funny - today is V-day, and I mentioned hate several times above. But I mentioned love, too.
So thank you.