Went to sleep at 3am last night (or last morning), then woke up at 5 to complete to finish my SEA history essay. What a disaster. I think I floated through most of the day and lost conscious (i.e. nodded off) during a) maths b) econs tutorial and c) guitar sectionals. My SL was so horrified she sent me home. I think she thought I was terribly ill and stressed and going to keel over with overwork, etc. HAHA. Easy to pretend to be so noble, I'm sure, but hell, I don't do anything. The reason why I gotta go to sleep so late is that I waste a lot of time. Mystery solved.
I feel like I need a boxing bag for my birthday. Or maybe a sturdier pillow.
Problem: I don't believe in avoiding confrontations or assumptions. But the rest of the world does... why can't they say it? And just gimme a break already? I hate games, those insipidly conventional little round-the-bush traipsing.
I'm growing plastic expressions again.
I realized that I do not like most people the way most individuals my age say they do. I just try VERY VERY hard to. Then I don't even know why 'cos it's not like the opposite party would give a shit about your efforts.
My mood is atrocious today. No apparent reason. Gimme a Mars bar and some sleep. I'll see you in the morning.
.:ning:.
P.S. Torn between your sister's band concert and the long-anticipated drama feste. Let circumstances decide! No longer strong enough to make "moral" decisions, like it's so momentous.
P.P.S. Han as of today officially withdraws from Stupid Shades of Grey for her private venture located thus. So SSG is now a sole proprietorship, in case you are a stickler for details.